I've just decided to keep a blogbook. It's where I write my thoughts draftily coz i'm fed up of having to store every idea and realization in my memory while i'm not in front of my desktop just to forget it whenever I've had the opportunity to do so. Just an hour ago, while i was waiting for the jeepney to take me to forestry i started writing on the first page. Here it went.
FLASHBACK...
So many things have happened since the Christmas break and these events gave me lessons that I sure will never forget till the end of eternity (Why can't i stop being cheesy?)
GAMING IRONY
I didn't think that the "thing" that I so valiantly abhorred and vilified a few years ago would be the panacaea that would reawaken my programming drive and revive my broken soul (by Gum, that was cheeesy!). I have always told my contacts that computer games especially those that are played online would only ruin their academic life. It was also because of this notion that I tried to stop playing games when I started having a cell group (Ok.. I said I tried.. So sometimes I wasn't able to help it..grin) [Of course! You have to be a good model right?] only to find out that this same "curse" that I had seen corrupt good students into feverishly addicted little orcs had helped me cope up with a lot of "pressures" during my college days. I used to remember how a round of Tekken with 'Blank', a freshman blocmate would help me take my mind off a major family problem during my first college year. I also missed the weekends when I would play Final Fantasy on my playstation and used my computer as it's video output using a TV tuner (well it's a bit errrr tiresome to explain technically, but it's possible). It is Final Fantasy, I reckon that motivated me to take up Computer Science in the first place... It was my pathetic dream to work @ Squaresoft (The company that makes Final Fantasy Games) someday. Well, now I just want to have a Master of Science Degree anywhere as long as it is not in the Philippines. OK, so what have I done concerning games lately?
During the Christmas break, I was having the most depressing time of my life. Ofcourse I asked God to comfort me, but then I can't help thinking about those problems. Then I found an interesting title while i was surfing the net --- Conquer Online ---. I tried it and I have learned to like it and eventually went on playing it day and night till the end of the break. When school resumed, I played a fun game of DOTA ( Defense of the Ancients) with my cellmates.
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Actually I've played this game with them before the Christmas break already and honestly, I felt guilty at first because I broke my own law. But after realizing that playing the game made my programming fluids boil and woke up the algorithmic mind that has become dormant for years, I felt better. During our game, I subtly discovered some of my contacts' (I call my cell mates 'contacts') flaws when it comes to controlling their tongue whenever a pressuring thing happened and the way they think whenever they acted on a battle plan. After the game, I felt more connected with them. However, this didn't mean that they can abuse the freedom of playing it. Everything should always be tempered by self-control for without it, the thing that I've feared would really happen --- well I got addicted to it for a while but i snapped out of it after I've watched Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe (more of this will be talked about next time). But what really helped me was a verse that has already become my guiding principle ever since I laid my eyes upon its words: Philippians 4:8 "Whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable, if anything is excellent or praiseworthy, think about such things." Lately, I've improved my coping mechanism and reestablished my relationship with the Lord. I can't thank Him enough for everything that has happened. Praise be to Him! TILL NEXT TIME! CHEERS
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