Wednesday, February 22, 2006 :

Just found this poem somewhere. Interesting don't u think?

I hate myself and want to die.

Lying here in this vast three bed semi,	1
Locked in this eternal prison with no doors,	2
No windows, praying for a glimpse of light.	3
I can’t wake up, yet cruelly can’t sleep	4
I can’t cry, yet uncontrollably I weep.	5
Surrounded by friends, yet never been more lonely	6
No matter how loud I scream, nobody hears me.	7
Wanting someone to listen, unable to talk	8
For the shame of wanting,	9
Of needing….	10
So much pain, feelings gone,	11
Soon this will end? The darkness grows.	12

This other poem seems interesting.. made me think alot...

Life Dreams

by Ladycat

Dreams upon dreams of mountains set before me
On a path through life
Wide oceans calling my name
Hatred stirred by things I should have done
Things to make my life worthwhile
Yet I can only sit and think about those things now
I hate myself for following my rightful path in life
I hate myself even more for living it and living through it
Without a dream left in sight
The seas of glory are washed with the blood of disbelief
Who am I to choose now
Who am I?

2 Comments:

okaonis said...: is the battle between the selves beginning?

ooh yeah, the powers sure are at the arena betting on their favorite contestant.

who will win, Bobby or Bobby?

I mean, which Bobby?

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This is what the LORD Almighty says: "Give careful thought to your ways. Go up into the mountains and bring down timber and build the house, so that I may take pleasure in it and be honored," says the LORD. "You expected much, but see, it turned out to be little. What you brought home, I blew away. Why?" declares the LORD Almighty.; 5:36 PM
Anonymous said...: Bobby has won ... hehehe... see you later dude; 7:42 PM