The passage in 2Corinthians is so true in my life right now... Last semester was really difficult for me because of so much personal problems and worries coupled with issues in the cell group...
But this semester seems to sweep through really smoothly... I find myself not putting much effort into things... I just let the Lord work in the lives of my contacts. I know that they have issues right now, but these don't seem to horrify me as much as they did before.
Honestly, I'm really worrying about one of my contacts right now... I've spent so much time and effort on him just to see him grow... Yet I still can't see him grow. In fact, I notice that he's becoming more in tune with youthful infatuation and worldly affairs... He doesn't seem to want to know the Lord personally... I don't even see His Lordship in his life lately...
Well, If i was like what I was before, I would be struck with depression, but praise the Lord because I don't rely on myself or my influence on them anymore.... I solely depend on God and how He'll use each one of us to transform us from glory to glory. It doesn't mean, however, that I'm not doing anything to correct them. There were times that I reminded them, but I know that those reminders are all spineless without prayer... It's good that I've been drawn to walk along the grass-carpeted freedom park lately. There, I look at the sky and the trees and wonder at His beautiful creation as I ponder about issues and problems of life and ask Him for His guidance and blessing...
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