Friday, February 24, 2006 :
Wednesday, February 22, 2006 :
THE END OF AUTUMN
The wind has turned cold to say goodbye
To Autumn who has made its last sigh
The warmth of summer already forgotten
By a change so unexpected... A change so sudden...
Spring's blossoms have finally forfeited
Their hopeless struggle against the bitter snow
Their fragrance dissolving from where they are seated
Petals have fallen and spirits have run low...
Finally the frozen spirit has broken
Through autumn's last life fountain
The soul has entered into a deep sleep
Eternal, Assuring, where souls never weep.
What now remains is the body... skeletal.. and cold
Mountains and rivers frozen... eyes that don't behold
The misty air prevailing
Covering the trees, once shinning with gold
The last leaf has fallen...
Goodbye to you... Autumn of old
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Just found this poem somewhere. Interesting don't u think?
I hate myself and want to die. |
TheJediPimpz
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Lying here in this vast three bed semi, | 1 | Locked in this eternal prison with no doors, | 2 | No windows, praying for a glimpse of light. | 3 | I can’t wake up, yet cruelly can’t sleep | 4 | I can’t cry, yet uncontrollably I weep. | 5 | Surrounded by friends, yet never been more lonely | 6 | No matter how loud I scream, nobody hears me. | 7 | Wanting someone to listen, unable to talk | 8 | For the shame of wanting, | 9 | Of needing…. | 10 | So much pain, feelings gone, | 11 | Soon this will end? The darkness grows. | 12 |
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This other poem seems interesting.. made me think alot...
Life Dreams |
| by Ladycat |
Dreams upon dreams of mountains set before me
On a path through life
Wide oceans calling my name
Hatred stirred by things I should have done
Things to make my life worthwhile
Yet I can only sit and think about those things now
I hate myself for following my rightful path in life
I hate myself even more for living it and living through it
Without a dream left in sight
The seas of glory are washed with the blood of disbelief
Who am I to choose now
Who am I? |
Tuesday, February 21, 2006 :
I'm teaching my IT1 students to blog... heheh
Sunday, February 19, 2006 :
JUST AnOtHeR orDiNarY FrEeVeRsE
The lights have been shattered
The mist has pierced through the protective shell
Slowly it creeps through the crevices
All those dark thoughts...
Crippling... Alarming... Unstoppable
He looks for help.. noone's there...
Excrutiating fear continues to creep in
All happy thoughts are melting like wax...
Hopeless and fragile... he tries to fight it...
"Think of happy thoughts!!", he whispers to himself
But it's not working...
Those sad thoughts...
Chilling... Arresting... Abominable...
He looks for help.. still, noone's there...
Now all those memories strictly kept and hidden...
Are unleashed by the mist...
Filling his soul with anguish...
Doubts flooded his soul once again...
All trust vanished...Now he feels alone...
Those memories...
Afflicting... Irritating... Uncomfortable...
He looks for help... but noone's there...
He sulks in his seat... and sleeps
It's weird... The window that I used for typing about our family problem had an error... Maybe God didn't want me to publish it online...
I'll be going home today to encourage them...
I'm glad He reminded me with these words...
Ephesians 5:15-21
15Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, 16making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. 17Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is. 18Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit. 19Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord, 20always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
21Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ.
Thursday, February 16, 2006 :
2 Peter 1:1-4
Verses 3 and 4 were a few of the memory verses that we memorized 2 weeks ago during our apartment bible study. It's quite ironic but I usually forget its meaning. These days, I'm getting more worried at what's happening in my cell. Those fears that I prayed not to happen are now creeping uncontrollably and are making me more worried than ever... But again, God reminded me of this promise: "His divine nature has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires."
So if God is really in their lives, and Jesus is their Lord, then I should not worry about them so much, but instead pray for them to submit to His will as early as possible...
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I'm blessed at what God is doing in the life of Bagilu... Indeed God has been working very personally in him and through him... He has shared to guys who apparently are working near his apartment and are dwelling in LB. This is perfect for our set-up because we agreed that he will not be joining our cell @ LB every Wednesday to have his own cell and we'll be meeting every Saturday and Sunday @ LB for our personal time. However, I gave him 3 weeks to have contacts @ his workplace or we'll go back to the old set-up where he'll also travel a long way to LB from Canlubang to join our Cell group meeting. Bagilu claimed God's promise while i just calculated about the odds of the 3 week agreement and became pessimistic because this is already the last week... The Lord used him to remind me to trust Him more and pay less attention to my pessimistic calculations...
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Confidence in the flesh
Philippians 3:3-12 (New International Version)
I have once again been reminded not to put so much trust in my own strength... Things have just happened earlier... Trumpkin barging into my class, addressing me coolly, and deliberately disregarding my instructions in front of my students was really wayyyyy out of place already... He's really misusing our relationship BIG TIME... I just had to teach him... It's not right already... or was it just my pride?
I dunno if the reaction I did taught him not to do it again without hurting his feelings, but i guess i relied on my own intuition and will when i did it... Just a while ago Trufflehunter and Reindeer had another clash because of something, which i think was petty... Immediately, blood rushed and tried to barge into the part of my brain that was supposed to control my temper... Thank God because He gave me the idea of going outside to have a bit of air... whew.... I don't know but right now, i think most of my rights have already been violated... and are constantly being violated... and i don't think that the violators have had the sense to think about it...
.... but when I read about Paul's message, I became ashamed of myself because he suffered more pains for Him... What I'm experiencing right now is microscopic compared to his sufferings... and he still considered himself unworthy compared to Christ.... How frail can I get?
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Jewel in the Palace Spoof: (CAST)
Actors and Actresses
Rowie Baltazar .... Lady Han
Paul Ramos .......... Kapitan
Claire Palunday....Dae Jang Geum
Nanay Tinding .....Inang Reyna
Xernan Acenas .....Hari
Ab-Ab ....................Yon Sam
Glaiza ...................Gyum Yum
Koko.......................Lady Choy
Dubbers
Lady Han ...............Boaz Moldez
Lady Choi ...............Rayz Palisoc
Dae Jang Geum.......Rayz Palisoc
Inang Reyna ..........Boaz Moldez
Hari........................Ross Katimbang
Yon Sam .................Vida Sinohin
Gyum Yum..............Joyce Cabalonga
Kapitan ..................Ross Katimbang
Director : Elson Montibon
Producer: Bobby Figueroa
Video Editors: Bobby Figueroa and Yuan Custodio
Make-up artists : Bethany Girls
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Glory to God!
Tuesday, February 14, 2006 :
A NICE POEM...
The Lord is My Programmer
Author Unknown
The Lord is my programmer, I shall not crash.
He installed His software on the hard disk of my heart.
All of His commands are user-friendly.
His directory guides me to the right choices for His name`s sake.
Even though I scroll through the problems of life, I will fear no
bugs, for He is my backup.
His password protects me.
He prepares a menu before me in the presence of my enemies.
His help is only a keystroke away.
Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life,
and my file will be merged with His and saved forever.
Amen.
