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Friday, February 24, 2006 :

Autumn has surrendered and bid farewell to Nibelheim...
Winter has prevailed... CLICK HERE TO BE TELEPORTED TO NIBELHEIM WINTER

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006 :


THE END OF AUTUMN

The wind has turned cold to say goodbye
To Autumn who has made its last sigh
The warmth of summer already forgotten
By a change so unexpected... A change so sudden...

Spring's blossoms have finally forfeited
Their hopeless struggle against the bitter snow
Their fragrance dissolving from where they are seated
Petals have fallen and spirits have run low...

Finally the frozen spirit has broken
Through autumn's last life fountain
The soul has entered into a deep sleep
Eternal, Assuring, where souls never weep.

What now remains is the body... skeletal.. and cold
Mountains and rivers frozen... eyes that don't behold
The misty air prevailing
Covering the trees, once shinning with gold
The last leaf has fallen...
Goodbye to you... Autumn of old

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Just found this poem somewhere. Interesting don't u think?

I hate myself and want to die.
TheJediPimpz

Lying here in this vast three bed semi,
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Locked in this eternal prison with no doors,
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No windows, praying for a glimpse of light.
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I can’t wake up, yet cruelly can’t sleep
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I can’t cry, yet uncontrollably I weep.
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Surrounded by friends, yet never been more lonely
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No matter how loud I scream, nobody hears me.
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Wanting someone to listen, unable to talk
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For the shame of wanting,
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Of needing….
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So much pain, feelings gone,
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Soon this will end? The darkness grows.
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This other poem seems interesting.. made me think alot...

Life Dreams

Dreams upon dreams of mountains set before me
On a path through life
Wide oceans calling my name
Hatred stirred by things I should have done
Things to make my life worthwhile
Yet I can only sit and think about those things now
I hate myself for following my rightful path in life
I hate myself even more for living it and living through it
Without a dream left in sight
The seas of glory are washed with the blood of disbelief
Who am I to choose now
Who am I?

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006 :

I'm teaching my IT1 students to blog... heheh

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Sunday, February 19, 2006 :

JUST AnOtHeR orDiNarY FrEeVeRsE

The lights have been shattered
The mist has pierced through the protective shell
Slowly it creeps through the crevices
All those dark thoughts...
Crippling... Alarming... Unstoppable
He looks for help.. noone's there...

Excrutiating fear continues to creep in
All happy thoughts are melting like wax...
Hopeless and fragile... he tries to fight it...
"Think of happy thoughts!!", he whispers to himself
But it's not working...
Those sad thoughts...
Chilling... Arresting... Abominable...
He looks for help.. still, noone's there...

Now all those memories strictly kept and hidden...
Are unleashed by the mist...
Filling his soul with anguish...
Doubts flooded his soul once again...
All trust vanished...Now he feels alone...
Those memories...
Afflicting... Irritating... Uncomfortable...
He looks for help... but noone's there...
He sulks in his seat... and sleeps

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It's weird... The window that I used for typing about our family problem had an error... Maybe God didn't want me to publish it online...

I'll be going home today to encourage them...

I'm glad He reminded me with these words...
Ephesians 5:15-21

15Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, 16making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. 17Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is. 18Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit. 19Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord, 20always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
21Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ.

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Thursday, February 16, 2006 :

2 Peter 1:1-4


Verses 3 and 4 were a few of the memory verses that we memorized 2 weeks ago during our apartment bible study. It's quite ironic but I usually forget its meaning. These days, I'm getting more worried at what's happening in my cell. Those fears that I prayed not to happen are now creeping uncontrollably and are making me more worried than ever... But again, God reminded me of this promise: "His divine nature has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires."
So if God is really in their lives, and Jesus is their Lord, then I should not worry about them so much, but instead pray for them to submit to His will as early as possible...

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I'm blessed at what God is doing in the life of Bagilu... Indeed God has been working very personally in him and through him... He has shared to guys who apparently are working near his apartment and are dwelling in LB. This is perfect for our set-up because we agreed that he will not be joining our cell @ LB every Wednesday to have his own cell and we'll be meeting every Saturday and Sunday @ LB for our personal time. However, I gave him 3 weeks to have contacts @ his workplace or we'll go back to the old set-up where he'll also travel a long way to LB from Canlubang to join our Cell group meeting. Bagilu claimed God's promise while i just calculated about the odds of the 3 week agreement and became pessimistic because this is already the last week... The Lord used him to remind me to trust Him more and pay less attention to my pessimistic calculations...


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Wednesday, February 15, 2006 :

Confidence in the flesh

Philippians 3:3-12 (New International Version)

I have once again been reminded not to put so much trust in my own strength... Things have just happened earlier... Trumpkin barging into my class, addressing me coolly, and deliberately disregarding my instructions in front of my students was really wayyyyy out of place already... He's really misusing our relationship BIG TIME... I just had to teach him... It's not right already... or was it just my pride?

I dunno if the reaction I did taught him not to do it again without hurting his feelings, but i guess i relied on my own intuition and will when i did it... Just a while ago Trufflehunter and Reindeer had another clash because of something, which i think was petty... Immediately, blood rushed and tried to barge into the part of my brain that was supposed to control my temper... Thank God because He gave me the idea of going outside to have a bit of air... whew.... I don't know but right now, i think most of my rights have already been violated... and are constantly being violated... and i don't think that the violators have had the sense to think about it...

.... but when I read about Paul's message, I became ashamed of myself because he suffered more pains for Him... What I'm experiencing right now is microscopic compared to his sufferings... and he still considered himself unworthy compared to Christ.... How frail can I get?

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Jewel in the Palace Spoof: (CAST)

Actors and Actresses

Rowie Baltazar .... Lady Han
Paul Ramos .......... Kapitan
Claire Palunday....Dae Jang Geum
Nanay Tinding .....Inang Reyna
Xernan Acenas .....Hari
Ab-Ab ....................Yon Sam
Glaiza ...................Gyum Yum
Koko.......................Lady Choy

Dubbers

Lady Han ...............Boaz Moldez
Lady Choi ...............Rayz Palisoc
Dae Jang Geum.......Rayz Palisoc
Inang Reyna ..........Boaz Moldez
Hari........................Ross Katimbang
Yon Sam .................Vida Sinohin
Gyum Yum..............Joyce Cabalonga
Kapitan ..................Ross Katimbang

Director : Elson Montibon
Producer: Bobby Figueroa
Video Editors: Bobby Figueroa and Yuan Custodio
Make-up artists : Bethany Girls

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Glory to God!

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006 :

A NICE POEM...

The Lord is My Programmer
Author Unknown


The Lord is my programmer, I shall not crash.

He installed His software on the hard disk of my heart.

All of His commands are user-friendly.

His directory guides me to the right choices for His name`s sake.

Even though I scroll through the problems of life, I will fear no
bugs, for He is my backup.

His password protects me.

He prepares a menu before me in the presence of my enemies.

His help is only a keystroke away.

Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life,
and my file will be merged with His and saved forever.

Amen.



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MY FIRST VIDEO POST! LA SHOWKULET JEWEL IN THE PALACE ... ENJOY!





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Monday, February 13, 2006 :

Galatians 5:16-26


I just used a song relating to verses 22 and 25 for our welcome song last Sunday... Keeping in step with the Spirit means that I should really strive hard to be sensitive to its call and resist the wants of my flesh... It will be a lot easier if someone would encourage me.... Sometimes I envy those brothers who are the only contact of their BS leader because every aspect of their lives are closely monitored and cared for by their leader. In an instant, they've gained a second parent, an adviser, an encourager, and a friend without much effort. Now that I am a leader and my leader is a leader of leaders, I understand that I would not experience such luxury. I always am the "pursuer" instead of the "pursued"... Sometimes I long to be pursued because I don't recall of any instance that anyone ever pursued me. When I came to LB, my uncle became my BS leader... So no pursuing was needed...

However, this is just one of the things my flesh longs for... The Spirit instead prompts me to develop and nurture the Fruit of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, and self-control... Lord, teach me how to find encouragement in all things so that I won't need verbs or adjectives from the mouths of other people to keep the flame burning...

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The Power of Love.. taken from www.intouch.org

Luke 15:11-32

The New Testament uses three Greek words to express love—eros (physical intimacy), philia (friendship), and agape (the love produced in us by the Holy Spirit).(Galatians 5:22) Our Father cares for us with agape love. He sacrificed His Son Jesus to bring us into a right relationship with Him. (1 John 4:10)

We are demonstrating agape love when we:

Respond calmly to difficulties. To the Prodigal Son’s untimely demand for his share of the inheritance, the father didn’t reply with angry words about ungrateful children. Though the boy’s attitude must have caused pain, the man held his tongue and did not retaliate. In calmness, he could think more clearly and choose to love.(1 Corinthians 13:5)

Sacrifice without complaint. The father, quietly and without complaint, gave the legacy as requested. Although he knew his son was committed to a ruinous course, he directed his efforts towards preserving their relationship. In so doing, he chose the way of love.

Wait Patiently. Out of deep affection, the father allowed his son to leave and to stay away.What heartache he must have had; yet he remained hopeful.He waited for the boy to recognize that sin cannot deliver what it has promised.Waiting is feasible only through the power of agape love. (1 Corinthians 13:4)

The Holy Spirit’s work in our life empowers us to show selfless and sacrificial devotion to the development of another person. In that way,we become people who respond calmly, uncomplainingly, and patiently.

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Which kind of emotion do you offer to others—human or divine?

Right now, I think it's still human love... It's far from what has been referred to as "agape". When I thought about how I reacted towards the negative attitude and actions of the people I love, I felt guilty because I discovered that none of what was described about agape love was present.... Until now I can't condition myself to be calm, uncomplaining and patient... Lord, change my heart into one that loves the way You do...



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Sunday, February 12, 2006 :

My QT: Luke 15:11-32

The love of God really is strange sometimes... I would have felt the same way if i were in the shoes of the prodigal son's brother... But God is really a loving Father, and His love is greater than the trespasses of His children...

Now that I've mentioned it, I've just been struck by the realization that I have become like the prodigal son's brother... One of our companions, Mr. Tumnus, has been recently exhibiting a strange '*personality*'... At first, it was tolerable, but as days passed by, I was getting more irritated and alarmed by his actions and words... What's worse is that he might have already influenced the young ones...
However, I've realized that he's back... and he won't come back for nothing... I know that deep inside him, though he shows us the contrary, he wants to come back and I've never been there to pull him back, but instead push him away by perpetually scolding him of his unruly actions...

Well, right now i'm really concerned about him, but i don't know how to help... Maybe God has just found Him and is now in the process of restoring him... I just have to be patient. May God bless Mr. Tumnus...

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Just finished editing the DaeJangGeum spoof movie we created for our ShowKulet(a fund-raising variety show) and I can't help but be proud of it... I don't know if others will appreciate it but I guess Xuxu (oh my i don't think I have given him a narnian name already) and Glenstorm did a good job... The whole cast were also great! But all the glory belongs to God alone!

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TIRED

I'm soooo tired.... What's worse is that the video compiles slower than it should...
O bother....
zzzzzzzZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006 :

Praising the Lord in every situation...

Paul and Silas sang hymns and prayed to the Lord while they were unfairly jailed... Their calmness and gladness amidst the situation reminds me to trust God in all circumstances... Strong faith brings forth peace and calmness...

Acts 16:16-34
16It happened that as we were going to (A)the place of prayer, a slave-girl having (B)a spirit of divination met us, who was bringing her masters much profit by fortune-telling.

17Following after Paul and us, she kept crying out, saying, "These men are bond-servants of (C)the Most High God, who are proclaiming to you the way of salvation."

18She continued doing this for many days. But Paul was greatly annoyed, and turned and said to the spirit, "I command you (D)in the name of Jesus Christ to come out of her!" And it came out at that very moment.

19But when her masters saw that their hope of (E)profit was gone, they seized (F)Paul and Silas and (G)dragged them into the market place before the authorities,

20and when they had brought them to the chief magistrates, they said, "These men are throwing our city into confusion, being Jews,

21and (H)are proclaiming customs which it is not lawful for us to accept or to observe, being (I)Romans."

Paul and Silas Imprisoned
22The crowd rose up together against them, and the chief magistrates tore their robes off them and proceeded to order them to be (J)beaten with rods.

23When they had struck them with many blows, they threw them into prison, commanding (K)the jailer to guard them securely;

24and he, having received such a command, threw them into the inner prison and fastened their feet in (L)the stocks.

25But about midnight (M)Paul and Silas were praying and (N)singing hymns of praise to God, and the prisoners were listening to them;

26and suddenly (O)there came a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison house were shaken; and immediately (P)all the doors were opened and everyone's (Q)chains were unfastened.

27When (R)the jailer awoke and saw the prison doors opened, he drew his sword and was about (S)to kill himself, supposing that the prisoners had escaped.

28But Paul cried out with a loud voice, saying, "Do not harm yourself, for we are all here!"

29And he called for lights and rushed in, and trembling with fear he fell down before (T)Paul and Silas,

30and after he brought them out, he said, "Sirs, (U)what must I do to be saved?"

The Jailer Converted
31They said, "(V)Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved, you and (W)your household."

32And they spoke the word of the Lord to him together with all who were in his house.

33And he took them (X)that very hour of the night and washed their wounds, and immediately he was baptized, he and all his household.

34And he brought them into his house and set food before them, and rejoiced greatly, having believed in God with (Y)his whole household.


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Monday, February 06, 2006 :



WHAT I'm FEELING RIGHT NOW
"HOMESICK" by Mercy Me
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Before you read the lyrics of the song...

I just want you to know that none from my love-list(the list contains the names of the people I love) has died yet.. But I really feel homesick right now.

Guess this will be the best choice so far when I'll be asked to sing during my buddy's or my wife's or my contact's or my
parent's or my sister's (or anyone that's
close to my heart) funeral in the distant
future... Well that's if I don't go home
first :)

I think that this song was written for a friend who just recently came home...
. : Mercy Me - Homesick : .

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow

I've never been more homesick than now



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Sunday, February 05, 2006 :

LIFE UPDATES :


My new contact Digory
I decided to give him the code name Digory, from Dr. Kirke - the professor who owned the house where the Pevensie siblings found the wardrobe. He also had his experience with Narnia and was even present during its creation. So much for Digory Kirke.

This Digory is my student and was referred to me by Bacchus and Father Christmas. Well Bacchus and Father Christmas are also my contacts. They are staying at New Dorm currently but i'm praying that someday, they'll also decide to stay in a training apartment. Digory, is an honor student and has been aiming to be a magna cum laude in his course. I pray that God will bless Him so that He may also be a good testimony to others.

I'm very much impressed when he expressed his desire to know God more by attending the cell and attending the service. He's really attentive during the first time I conducted the cell with him. He even wanted to be our guitarist. What's more, he invited his parents to church last Sunday and has just joined the EGR recently. I pray that God will all the more stir that desire in his heart and cause him to seek God deeply. I pray that I will also be of help to him. May God bless Digory.

BREAKFAST!

It was so unexpected, I broke 2 fasts in one day! I committed to skip lunch during Saturdays for the EGR and for our network and I recently forgot it when I went to the office to supposedly download some stuff for the EGR. More to my dismay, I succumed to the temptation of DOTA again amidst my commitment to not play any games for two weeks... Now I have to start all over again! <<>>

There's no better way to exacerbate my annoyance than Rilian condemning me satirically after I confessed what happened to them... Ofcourse he was just trying to be a younger brother, which in his own definition is someone created solely for the irritation and infuriation of his older brothers. Good thing I'm not the only one he considers as his older brother, which means that his attacks are more distributed and weaker than when he concentrates them on one target. He even asked me if i was angry... Honestly, I wasn't. I just felt condemned hehehe....Yeah, I wasn't angry... I was exasperated!

PRINCE EDMUND...

Prince Edmund visited Los Banos to accompany his 2 contacts for the EGR. I'm glad he was there because I learned a lot from him. His exhortation about praising God freely really made me rethink about how i should lead worship. His reminders about Christ's love for us and the blessing in waiting really got me thinking a lot. But most of what I learned from him was obtained from the way he acted... He's an epitome of a true Christian (though I don't know him that much), he showed me, in a very simple way, how to react to tight situations in a calm way and how to trust the Lord with everything. He taught me not to look at the errors of others but to see what God can do to make those errors sources of blessings. PRAISE the Lord because we have Prince Edmund among our ranks... I hope that someday he'll get to teach me more about what he learned from life... Remember what they used to say that though Christ is supposed to be our model, there are people who reflect His character really clearly?... I guess Edmund is one of them and I would love to be mentored by him someday. God bless prince Edmund :D

Prepositions...
I just hate them... Most of the errors I see in my posts are connected to, if not themselves, prepostions... Why do people have to worry about grammar?! grrrrr!

Feb 14...
hehehehehe

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GOD IS FAITHFUL
- February 4, 2006
Accepting God’s Solution
2 Chronicles 20:14-25

Personal Reflection

When the Lord said to Judah and Jerusalem: "do not be afraid and discouraged", it was as if He was also speaking to me. I have been facing a lot of issues in the cell, at work, and in personal matters lately. Though I am now in a very neutral state because I believe that God is in control, I'm starting to have small worries already... This is a good reminder for me... The Lord delivered Judah and Jerusalem while they sang praises to Him... I will keep on trusting Him and believe that He'll make everything work for the good of those who love Him while I continue to praise Him for all His goodness and faithfulness...

... Lord take away all my worries and may I completely trust in You...

Reflection from In-Touch

Dr. Stanley made a very powerful realization from the passage. I was able to relate what he said to my life. In the past, i prayed for things and wanted God to answer them the way I wanted them to be answered ... Like when I'm in emotional turmoil, I would want God to ease the pain and make me forget, but most of the time, He was silent... That's probably why in some point of my Christian life, I became bitter, I lost my trust in Him and thought that He hated me. I didn't know that He wanted to teach me something...

Because of those situations -those painful events, I gained a better understanding of life, and of my Father. I can't thank Him enough for letting me experience those things because right now, I am encountering many people having the same situation and are seeking counsel. I would not be able to minister to them efficiently if I hadn't experienced their problems myself. I learned that God answered my prayer "permanently" by not taking out the pain everytime it hurt but by making me immune to it eventually-and it is the best solution that anyone could ever think of... He is truly a great God! Praise the Lord!

If you want to read about his reflections, visit: http://ww2.intouch.org/site/c.7nKFISNvEqG/b.1014819/k.8FC6/InTouch_Today.htm

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Friday, February 03, 2006 :

MOTIVATIONAL GIFTS

I found a cool motivational gifts survey on the web: www.gifttest.org

It's based on : Romans 12:3-8

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Here's my test result:

Based on the responses you provided, we have computed the following scores for you (on a scale to 100 percent):


The Perceiver: 40%
The Server: 45%
The Teacher: 45%
The Encourager: 55%
The Giver: 40%
The Ruler: 35%
Showing Mercy: 84%

If you have found this information of value, you may want to forward this test to a friend.

We have discovered that people often have a combination of two or three gifts that makes them unique. This would be shown by the top two or three percentages in your profile. There is a possible 100% for each gift.

THE GIFT OF SHOWING MERCY:

The Greek word for mercy is "eleeo". In the New Testament, those with the gift of mercy are: 1) compelled to have compassion for people, 2) help people in misery, and 3) pity the ignorant and instruct them.

People gifted with mercy are the first to listen and sympathize when someone is suffering. They feel that sympathizing with others is a valuable use of their time. This gift is concerned with the condition of the person who is suffering or in trouble. Often people with this gift have a strong desire to relieve the pain of others. This is why people with the gift of mercy are usually effective in roles that require compassion, such as physical therapists, social workers, counselors, or where they can listen to the problems of others, such as human resources where employee concerns are addressed.

It is this ability to show compassion and mercy that enables the person with this gift to demonstrate a large amount of patience. They are less likely to become frustrated when people repeatedly come to them with problems unlike those gifted in the other areas.

Here are Stanley's description of my gift:

The Characteristics of the Gift of Mercy:

  1. Ability to feel an atmosphere of joy or distress in an individual or group.
  2. Attracted to and understand people who are having mental and emotional distress.
  3. Desire to remove hurts and bring healing to others rather than to look for the benefits of the hurts.
  4. A greater concern for mental distress than physical distress of others.
  5. A sensitivity to words and action which will hurt others.
  6. A tendency to react harshly when intimate friends are rejected.
  7. An ability to sense genuine love and a greater vulnerability to deeper and more frequent hurts from the lack of love.
  8. A need for deep friendships in which there is mutual commitment.
  9. A need to measure acceptance by physical closeness and quality time together.
  10. An enjoyment and unity with those who are sensitive to the needs and feelings of others.
  11. A tendency to avoid firmness unless he sees how it will bring benefit and eliminate greater hurt.
  12. A closing of the spirit to those who are insincere or insensitive.
Looks like he hit the jackpot... I fit perfectly to his description... What do you think ?


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Thursday, February 02, 2006 :

[REPLY NALANG SA COMMENT]
SURVEY WITH A TWIST! YOU fill in the blanks about ME and send it back To me, but first send ablank one out to all your friends so they can returnthe favor to you. Be honest - or just be as funny asyou can, they're really cool to get back, you mightfind out something you had never realized before.It only takes a few minutes... 1st-send this survey to everyone you know to see how well they knowyou... 2nd-fill this survey out about the person whosent it to you and send back to them...

1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. How well do you know me?:
6. Do I smoke?:
7. Do I believe in God?:
8. When you first saw me what was yourimpression?:
9. My age:
10. Birthday:
11. Color hair:
12. Eye color:
13. Do I have any siblings?:
14. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
15. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
16. Do you remember one of the 1st things I saidto you?:
17. What's my favorite type of music?:
18. What is the best feature about me?:
19. Am I shy or outgoing?:
20. Would you say I am funny?:
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
22. Any special talents?:
23. Would you consider me a friend?:
24. Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie,average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy,snobby, raver, or rocker something else?:
25. Have you ever seen me cry?:
26. If there was one good nickname for me, whatwould it be?:
27. Are my parents still together?:
28. What do I love? (pretty general, huh?!):
29. What is my best accomplishment?:
30. Do I do drugs?:
31. Have I ever been there for you?:
32. Am I smart?:
33. Conservative or liberal?
34. Name one way I've made an impact on your life:
35. Who do you think I'll marry?:
36. What is your favorite thing to do with me?:
37. Have I ever told you I liked you?:
38. Have I ever been in love?:
39. When was the last time we spent timetogether?:
40. If, in one hour, I'll be gone forever... what will be your last words for me?:

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Relying on God

The passage in 2Corinthians
is so true in my life right now... Last semester was really difficult for me because of so much personal problems and worries coupled with issues in the cell group...

But this semester seems to sweep through really smoothly... I find myself not putting much effort into things... I just let the Lord work in the lives of my contacts. I know that they have issues right now, but these don't seem to horrify me as much as they did before.

Honestly, I'm really worrying about one of my contacts right now... I've spent so much time and effort on him just to see him grow... Yet I still can't see him grow. In fact, I notice that he's becoming more in tune with youthful infatuation and worldly affairs... He doesn't seem to want to know the Lord personally... I don't even see His Lordship in his life lately...

Well, If i was like what I was before, I would be struck with depression, but praise the Lord because I don't rely on myself or my influence on them anymore.... I solely depend on God and how He'll use each one of us to transform us from glory to glory. It doesn't mean, however, that I'm not doing anything to correct them. There were times that I reminded them, but I know that those reminders are all spineless without prayer... It's good that I've been drawn to walk along the grass-carpeted freedom park lately. There, I look at the sky and the trees and wonder at His beautiful creation as I ponder about issues and problems of life and ask Him for His guidance and blessing...





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