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Tuesday, January 31, 2006 :

Ito daw ang kulay ko.... (
http://web.tickle.com/invite?test=1108&type=t
)

Blue
You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!

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THE INTERFELLOWSHIP

I can say that it was really a success... Praise the Lord!

The fellowship started at around 7 where people from different Christian groups gathered. I'm not sure which group led the games. I'm also not sure where the emcees came from, but they were really great. VCF led the worship. The music was almost perfect. The harmony of the instruments and the voices were awesome. Ofcourse it didn't hinder me from worshipping Him in truth and Spirit. The came the word part where Firefighter was viewed. It's an episode of a program called The Way of the Master (www.thewayof themaster.com) that aims to equip people for Sharing the Gospel. It was followed by a very emotional play from SVCF. After the interfellowship, I couldn't thank the Lord enough because He has revived me again... Praise God for the Interfellowship...!

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Living unfoolishly

I've been bombarded with the realization that I'm currently having a foolish lifestyle. The reason why I tend to be busy and not find time to follow up more people and do more productive work is because I'm always trying to find time to play games to "unwind". At first it went fine. DOTA allowed me to get more personal with my contacts... But lately i've been realizing that I was not making good use of my time because of researching on its characters and on techniques and practising... I was not aware that many people are looking at me and I'm not even considering about how it affected them... I wasn't aware that I may have, infact, become a stumbling block to many new Christians. Glenstorm's and Reepicheep's warnings echoes through my head as I type these words. I decided to stop being obsessed with the game by having a two week game fast. Two weeks because as I've mentioned, it had its positive effects too. Actually I'll just be using it as a "reward system" for Trumpkin. He has been really doing well with his acads since I implemented it...

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15Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, 16making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. 17Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is.



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UPDATES:

I. DOTA
I'm starting to hate Luna Moonfang... She gets killed so easily....
Will probably shift to venomancer or lion.
Battlnet is fun except for the early quitters.

II. TALES OF THE SECRET SCROLLS
Rilian already launched a blog for drafting a fictional story named the title above...
It's still empty though... I'll be posting the link as soon as we think of a good beginning.

III. INTERFELL
The Kapatiran interfell will be held at our Faith hall for the first time. It's exciting coz Caspian told me that the SOD head that they'll be attending in full force. CCC usually does so we'll be expecting a good number from them to come. VCF will be leading the worship. God has blessed this group with magnificent talents in this area. The Navs and SVCF will also attend in full support. I just hope that we could also invite as many as we can from our group...

But why do we have to be so many? ....
Oh yes.. It will be better if more people who are under the same banner and flare for serving Him will be meeting each other and befriending one another... That's the spirit of the interfellowship.
The topic to be shown later is about having a burden for the lost... The video went through my spine but i awakened me to another spiritual reality... that many will be lost if we don't let God use us to reach them.... May God bless this activity...


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Knowing God's Will

Ephesians 1: 15-17

I've been saturated with questions regarding unanswered prayers and it soon made me think about my own situation. Why are some of my requests remain unanswered though I know that it is according to God's will [which means that the bible agrees with it]? I forgot about the concept of "asking" Him. I assumed that by plainly reading and knowing what is in His Word, I may be sure about it...

But I might not be aware that He wants me to experience things to prepare me for His answer... Like what He did to Joseph before making him overseer of Egypt and it made Him appreciate the Lord evenmore... I've learned from a pastor once that if I want to be like Joseph, I should allow myself to be "thrown into a well", "be enslaved by egyptians", and "be jailed"... I know that those are just symbolisms but can I still really praise Him if that ever happens to me? Is this thing that I'm going through something that I can call "refinement with fire"? Whatever the case... I thank God for reminding me to ask Him about what He really plans for me and how He wants it to come to pass... Lord I ask for You to give me wisdom and revelation that I may know You better...

Thanksgiving and Prayer
15For this reason, ever since I heard about your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all the saints, 16I have not stopped giving thanks for you, remembering you in my prayers. 17I keep asking that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit[f] of wisdom and revelation, so that you may know him better.

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Saturday, January 28, 2006 :

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Since I now feel that I'm getting better... I want to thank the following chaps:

* Thanks to my mom and dad who persuaded me to go home with them and be taken cared of.
* Thanks to my dad who gave us a treat at Luyong's last night where I was able to enjoy a nice meal.
* Thanks to my mom who took care of me the whole night. I don't have a fever anymore.
* Thanks to Polly, my sister, for cheering me up last night though I know that she's depressed.
* Thanks to Caspian who bought me tissue papers and medicine and kept me company thru SMS last night.
* Thanks to Rilian who gave me a nice chat yesterday and for being my messenger.
* Thanks to Glenstorm for entertaining my new contact and his parents (well this is actually in advance coz I don't know if he's already done it... well there's always the erase function hahahah)
* Thanks to Bagilu for giving me a hearty massage yesterday.
* Thanks to Bogilu for doing my tasks for me.
* Thanks to Queen Lucy for dealing with my headache 2 nights ago.
* Thanks to Drinnian for giving me the advice to take a bath yesterday.. It really helped a lot.. ;)
* Thanks be to God the forgiver of sins and the healer of the helpless...

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SICK

Pretty bad timing...
Headache's blurring my senses...
Hardened Mucus clogging my nasal airways... so difficult to drink anything...
Still having a healthy appetite...
Uneasy...
Need to get well soon... it's Almost Monday...
Thank God He created "moms"...ok, i admit... and friends...
First bag of tissue almost empty... need to use the roll now...
Feeling sick yet still not feeling thinner... Thought sickness could do me a bit of good like melting some pounds or sumthin...
Not only feeling physically sick...
Got beaten down by the enemy...
Hope I can rise up again soon... want to join the army again...
Pretty Tired...
Will take a snooze...
ZZzzzzZZZzzzZZZzz....

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006 :

SHOCKED!!!
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I've read about this shocking bible translation from a website and i've read that it's being endorsed by prominent Christian leaders today... I was all the more shocked when I found out that it was endorsed by NAVPRESS...

Some of us might even be using it now for reference... But to those who are just planning to buy a copy, please read the article in the link first....

http://www.av1611.org/kjv/mess_bible.html

I WAS EVEN MORE SHOCKED about how satan was able to pervert other translations when I visited this site: http://www.av1611.org/

Thanks to stoix for the link...

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Monday, January 23, 2006 :

LESSONS FROM THE BAMBOO
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I don't know where this originally came from but it was sent to me by a sister via email. I just can't help posting it because it spoke to me as if He was the one who was speaking... I hope others may find comfort in this story...

HE FERN AND THE BAMBOO    One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality...
I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
"God", I said.
can you give me one good reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me...
"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and
the bamboo?"
"Yes", I replied.
"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds,
I took very good care
of them.
I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly
grew from the
earth.
Its brilliant green covered the floor.
Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed.
But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the second year the
Fern grew more vibrant
and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the
bamboo seed.
But I did not quit on
the bamboo He said.
"In the third year, there was still nothing from the
bamboo seed. But I would not quit.
In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from
the bamboo seed. "I would not quit." He said.
"Then in the fifth year a tiny
sprout emerged from the earth.
Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and
insignificant...But just 6 month later the bamboo
rose to over 100 feet tall.
It has spent the five years growing roots.
Those roots made it strong and gave it
what it needed to survive.
I would not give any of my creations a challenge it
could not handle."
He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all
this time you have been struggling, you have
actually been growing roots"
"I would not quit on
the bamboo. I will never quit on you."
"Don't compare yourself to others.
" He said.
"The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern.
Yet, they both make the forest
beautiful." "Your time will come", God said to me.
"You will rise high!" "How high
should I rise?" I asked. "How high will the
bamboo rise?"
He asked in return.
"As high as it can?" I questioned.
"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising
as high as you can."
Friend, the only way to be truly satisfied is to
do what you
believe is great work.
And the only way to do great work is to
love what you do."
Galatians 6:9
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

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Decisions: Plan C [The Clam]
I've just found out that too much of my new decision had also been "unhelpful". Now, I'm thinking of finally taking Plan C into action. I hope it works...

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Ernie Baron
Almost everybody in the breakfast table was talking about his death and a bit of his life a while ago. I'm just wondering if somebody had shared the gospel to him already. And another question popped in my mind while we were having that conversation: "Who's gonna take his place?"

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Old Friends
I'm starting to be able to reach out to my highschool friends nowadays. Good thing I'm planning to start PLAN C here. I can't wait to be what I used to be.

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Sports
King Edmund
had a visit at our abode and we briefly talked about his fondness towards basketball. He told me that it is important for a disciple to not only mind his spirit but also his body. He said that however spiritual you may be, you won't be that effective if you have a weak body. I can see his point clearly and I'm trying to think of a sport that would become my hobby. However, PLAN C won't work if I try an organizational type of sport. I need to find something that I can do alone like swimming or running. My only problem is that I can't see the fun in them (hahahah)...

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Rilian's Dismay
Rilian (finally i have a new name for him),
well I named him such because he's very much like Caspian. I didn't know that he was that dismayed at the things that happened [and of course at me] last week. As I've said, I can't blame him. It was really all my fault. I really think that PLAN C should be started at once to prevent such an event to happen again.

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Glenstorm's Reprehension
A night before yesterday, I met Glenstorm together with Shasta while I was on my way to my Aunt's place. Glenstorm bombarded me with comments about [.]A, about how I led the w.team, and about how I appointed Rilian hastily to do the things I was supposed to do. Ofcourse I tried to rationalize and defend myself and had a not so good night's sleep. Last night, I apologized to Rilian after I realized that everything was indeed my fault.

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GROUP QUIET TIME: The apostles learned about the power of prayer...
Once i've watched a messenger preach about how the disciples tried hard to immitate Christ in His miracles and found themselves to be unsuccessful. Later, they discovered that Jesus focused on prayer for long hours before sunrise then goes to do His tasks with not much effort. In Acts, I have seen how much they have changed... During a problem among the Grecian Jews and Hebraic Jews, they appointed seven men including Stephen so that they can concentrate in Prayer and the Word. It's just a good thing to know that Christ's disciples learned much from Him. I can't stop feeling ashamed because I think I'm not producing any change to my contacts. I am just convinced that I should always pray for them as faithfully as the early disciples...

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Acts 6:1-7

The Choosing of the Seven
1In those days when the number of disciples was increasing, the Grecian Jews among them complained against the Hebraic Jews because their widows were being overlooked in the daily distribution of food. 2So the Twelve gathered all the disciples together and said, "It would not be right for us to neglect the ministry of the word of God in order to wait on tables. 3Brothers, choose seven men from among you who are known to be full of the Spirit and wisdom. We will turn this responsibility over to them 4and will give our attention to prayer and the ministry of the word."

5This proposal pleased the whole group. They chose Stephen, a man full of faith and of the Holy Spirit; also Philip, Procorus, Nicanor, Timon, Parmenas, and Nicolas from Antioch, a convert to Judaism. 6They presented these men to the apostles, who prayed and laid their hands on them.

7So the word of God spread. The number of disciples in Jerusalem increased rapidly, and a large number of priests became obedient to the faith.



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Sunday, January 22, 2006 :


** Staying Young **

"If God blesses you with many years, bless Him with useful service. The longer you stay young, the more valuable you are as a servant in His kingdom." - Stanley (In touch today)


As I look back and ponder about the things that had happened in the past, I can't help but accept that I'm really getting old (well not that old) and that my youthfulness is slowly looking a bit awkward in the eyes of mature people. However, a lot of problems seemed to speed up the fluids inside my body, which can make a man grow older. Some people say I look older than my age, but people who know me well always tell me that I look younger than my age (probably because of the way I act). Well, I thought of some factors that might have affected the aging process in my case. At the top of the list is being FAT. I've read an article that said that being fat makes one look 10 years older. I'm not very much worried though because I'm already taking measures to remedy that problem [this part is a bit of a secret...evil grin]. Another one on the list is DEPRESSION, thank God for He has already given me a verse to solve this: Philippians 4:8. The last on the list is the presence of STRESS. Good thing I've found sources of relaxation [Narnia, DOTA, cell activities, following up my contacts, chatting with the 04's, and looking at the star-lit night sky] during the start of the year. These three problems have tirelessly haunted me since last year. I just thank God that He gave me all the remedies.

Psalm 92:12-15 (New International Version)

12 The righteous will flourish like a palm tree,
they will grow like a cedar of Lebanon;

13 planted in the house of the LORD,
they will flourish in the courts of our God.

14 They will still bear fruit in old age,
they will stay fresh and green,

15 proclaiming, "The LORD is upright;
he is my Rock, and there is no wickedness in him."


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[WHAT I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THE WHOLE DAY]

"A Man is no fool if he gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose..." -
from some person in the past whose name I cannot remember



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Thursday, January 19, 2006 :

Prayer and Forgiveness

I've just discovered that though I ceased harbouring bitterness in my heart last week, I still had the issue of unforgiveness. Could it be possible? Not being bitter while being unforgiving ? Well, I've just discovered that though I thought I have forgiven caspian for being untrue to his promise before, I lost all trust in him. So whenever he tells me something or commits to something, I always expect the opposite. I'm still actually having a dilemma if what I have conditioned my mind to believe is wrong or right.

I'm having two conflicting ideas in my mind right now and I have yet to choose between them: First is that forgiving is not synonymous to forgetting. Like when someone murders your whole family, you can forgive him for what he did (which could be unlikely but is a must in many cases) but you can never forget what he did to your family, hence you'll be careful next time. Or if someone steals a precious thing from you, you can forgive him but you'll never show him any valuable possession next time. That looks fair to me...

But then I've just heard a lecture about justification lately, that when God justifies us, He completely erases the past sins that we committed. It means that it will be treated as if it never happened or it was never committed. Since I am a Christian and I am aiming to be Christ-like, I have to think like Him. So does it mean that I also have to forget and not be careful next time? I'm really confused.

I think I need to pray for this first :)
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However, I also discovered that I might be harboring bitterness against Reepicheep. I have just observed that he had been very judgemental towards his brothers including me during the past weeks. He called things that we did as cheap. I can understand that he may think more maturely than us, but to push his ways on us and be antipathetic to our ways without inquiring about our rationale first was too much. I withdrew fellowship from him for a while so as not to hurt him verbally because honestly, I also got exasperated with his recent actions, especially when I've learned that he scolded Trufflehunter and branded what we did as cheap without my knowledge. Though I tried to restore our relationship last night when I went to their abode, I still felt heavy.

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Trumpkin was right... The Silver chair was not as good as the other books, but it was still worth reading. I only got 2 chapters more to read and i'll be off reading the horse and his boy --- I can't wait!

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MD [well i'm planning to give him a new code later but i still can't think of any] showed a bit of melancholy last night. I'm glad he's starting to open up though I still think he didn't want anyone to notice.

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Bagilu and I had a very long chat last night. I learned a lot of secrets --- [evil grin]

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Matthew 6:11-15
11Give us today our daily bread.
12Forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
13And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.[a]' 14For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. 15But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.








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Wednesday, January 18, 2006 :

Praying like a hypocrite

Many times in the past I've been reminded that I haven't been "really" praying to the Lord. Most of the time, when I'm spiritually down, I pray in the cell with words that are more fragrant than flowers, just to [not be] noticed that I wasn't ok. This, however does not mean that whenever I pray with flowery words, I'm not ok. It just dawned upon me that God would have preferred that I didn't pray at all than babble in front of my disciples and make them believe that I was really praying. I often remind them to pray before eating... But lately i was asking myself: "Do I just pray before eating just to not be apprehended or be a bad example?" "Do I really thank the Lord for His blessing on the table?" "Do I really believe that He will empower and give wisdom to my contacts whenever I prayed for them before an exam?" God really knows me and my weaknesses... That's probably why for weeks now, prayer has been the topic of my Quiet time...

The truth hurts but that's how God corrects His children... in truth. I'm glad however that my joy with His Word and fellowship has been restored. I can still savour the sweetness of the time i spent praying last night... At last, after a long time, that burden to pray for my contacts has returned. I pray that He will sustain me continually and protect me from swerving away from what He had set for me.

Praise the Lord!
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Matthew 6:5-10
5"And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. 6But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. 7And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words. 8Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.

9"This, then, is how you should pray:
" 'Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
10your kingdom come,
your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.



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Tuesday, January 17, 2006 :

Quiet Time : ASKING IN JESUS' NAME

John 14:13 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)

13And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father.
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Thank God I'm able to blog again. I was crippled during the past days with problems in the cell that I lost my appetite for writing for a while. This month is a month of thanksgiving for me. I finally realized what the Lord has been teaching me. I was so preoccupied by too much self-pity and regret that I was unaware that the Lord has already answered one of my requests: He has returned the joy of my salvation... It was there all along, but depression caused by selfishness and failed expectations overshadowed it for a long time.

I remember clearly how God reminded me to pray... Lately, it has been the topic of every message i've heard may it be on television, radio, or even in church. It has also been the topic here in in-touch.org for a week already. Just recently, our pastor invited us to watch a very powerful message about it. It's really obvious now, that my God wants me to talk to Him. He wants to hear about my problems, my burdens, my failures, my joys, my frustrations...everything.

I'm just overwhelmed that a great God like him wanted my attention. Aslan in the chronicles of narnia magnified the love that I have for Jesus. I'll talk about Narnia in my future posts. After reading 2 of the said books, I resolved that my relationship with the Lord won't get affected by people, but recently, a sad incident almost crippled my pledge. Bagilu, one of my most faithful contacts had been severely wounded by a broken relationship and i felt that it affected his commitment. It even affected the way he spoke to me. Again, I felt abandoned. I was always confident about Bagilu since I started a Comsci Cell group. He was there when I thought that I lost all my contacts (2 years ago probably) and helped me back up. With God's help, he and I, followed up comsci students back then and I thank God that they grew in grace and are now regular cell mates and friends. Having heard of his decision broke my spirit. At first i felt angry, but it gradually turned into sorrow. I prayed for him, very not like what I did before when I had this sort of trouble, and God was faithful to bring him back. God also reconditioned my thoughts and revealed that Bagilu's decision might be for the sake of bearing fruit. If that's the case, then I will fully support him.

First-Born and MD accompanied me at my Aunt's house last night and there they studied tirelessly for hours to make preparations for their exam later. There at my old room, as I lay in bed, a great burden for my 3 contacts, E1,E2, and B-man fell upon me and eventually caused me to pray. I know that among my cell mates they are the ones who received the least of my attention, that's probably why i can't see any monumental developments in their spiritual lives although they did well in our programming trainings. I have so many plans regarding praying for my contacts, I just hope that I can make them all happen. I am confident that with prayer, all of them would grow up to be fine Christians.

My highschool friends... I've had a lot of misgivings about them for the past months. But the Lord embarrassed me when three of them helped me during the darkest times of my life this year. I praise God for Smarty, C.S. Jr, and Bookworm. I have been learning a lot from them lately and the hope of having a God-centered fellowship with them in the future was rekindled.

Anyway, that's all for today. Bagilu will be staying with me at my Aunt's place for the night. I'm excited about his plans regarding his ministry at his workplace.


Shalom to all :)



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Monday, January 16, 2006 :

I TRIED A NARNIA QUIZ... Well I'm not that offended with the result but I expected something more laudable... Eustace will do... He'd been a nice lad in the latter chapters of the DawnTreader and Silver Chair... Just didn't like him at first... You'll see why.




Here's his description:
As Eustace Scrubb, you may have a bit of a short fuse, but ultimately you can be caring and loyal. You also have a thing for girls called Jill.

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I've just decided to keep a blogbook. It's where I write my thoughts draftily coz i'm fed up of having to store every idea and realization in my memory while i'm not in front of my desktop just to forget it whenever I've had the opportunity to do so. Just an hour ago, while i was waiting for the jeepney to take me to forestry i started writing on the first page. Here it went.

FLASHBACK...

So many things have happened since the Christmas break and these events gave me lessons that I sure will never forget till the end of eternity (Why can't i stop being cheesy?)

GAMING IRONY

I didn't think that the "thing" that I so valiantly abhorred and vilified a few years ago would be the panacaea that would reawaken my programming drive and revive my broken soul (by Gum, that was cheeesy!). I have always told my contacts that computer games especially those that are played online would only ruin their academic life. It was also because of this notion that I tried to stop playing games when I started having a cell group (Ok.. I said I tried.. So sometimes I wasn't able to help it..grin) [Of course! You have to be a good model right?] only to find out that this same "curse" that I had seen corrupt good students into feverishly addicted little orcs had helped me cope up with a lot of "pressures" during my college days. I used to remember how a round of Tekken with 'Blank', a freshman blocmate would help me take my mind off a major family problem during my first college year. I also missed the weekends when I would play Final Fantasy on my playstation and used my computer as it's video output using a TV tuner (well it's a bit errrr tiresome to explain technically, but it's possible). It is Final Fantasy, I reckon that motivated me to take up Computer Science in the first place... It was my pathetic dream to work @ Squaresoft (The company that makes Final Fantasy Games) someday. Well, now I just want to have a Master of Science Degree anywhere as long as it is not in the Philippines. OK, so what have I done concerning games lately?

During the Christmas break, I was having the most depressing time of my life. Ofcourse I asked God to comfort me, but then I can't help thinking about those problems. Then I found an interesting title while i was surfing the net --- Conquer Online ---. I tried it and I have learned to like it and eventually went on playing it day and night till the end of the break. When school resumed, I played a fun game of DOTA ( Defense of the Ancients) with my cellmates.


Luna Moonfang
MOONRIDER
has been my favorite character lately. I think she has an advantage for getting lots of gold and experience because of her glaive ability that kills a bunch of creeps in one or two sweeps and her eclipse ability that's good for exterminating enemy heroes. ;)


Actually I've played this game with them before the Christmas break already and honestly, I felt guilty at first because I broke my own law. But after realizing that playing the game made my programming fluids boil and woke up the algorithmic mind that has become dormant for years, I felt better. During our game, I subtly discovered some of my contacts' (I call my cell mates 'contacts') flaws when it comes to controlling their tongue whenever a pressuring thing happened and the way they think whenever they acted on a battle plan. After the game, I felt more connected with them. However, this didn't mean that they can abuse the freedom of playing it. Everything should always be tempered by self-control for without it, the thing that I've feared would really happen --- well I got addicted to it for a while but i snapped out of it after I've watched Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe (more of this will be talked about next time). But what really helped me was a verse that has already become my guiding principle ever since I laid my eyes upon its words: Philippians 4:8 "Whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable, if anything is excellent or praiseworthy, think about such things." Lately, I've improved my coping mechanism and reestablished my relationship with the Lord. I can't thank Him enough for everything that has happened. Praise be to Him!
TILL NEXT TIME! CHEERS

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Sunday, January 15, 2006 :

Starting today, I'll quit blogging at friendster and start blogging here :) Cheers!

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